I want to have a manlier image, like Siwon-hyung.


Ah! Anon! Don’t die!!! QAQ
 

My first was also my only >//////<

-fidgets a bit, blushing and feeling completely embarrassed-

-mumbles- My first was… K-Kyuhyun-ah…
 

I was just born to be an expert sniper~ -giggles- (^-^)b

Ah, but, really, it takes a lot of patience and practice to be good at something like that. ^-^;; It requires precision.

 

I’m happy to have /all/ of the members in my life~

Jungsu-hyung is a wonderful leader, and even when he’s gone, he’ll continue to lead us through the things that he’d taught us. He’s like our mother, our older brother, and our best friend all in one. He can be strict and he can be playful. We can confide in him and tell him our problems. I hope he doesn’t overwork himself, though…

Heechul-hyung is somebody that I miss very deeply. He always gives us reasons to laugh, even when we want to cry. He’s loud and can sometimes be a little bit overbearing, but he always has good intentions. Or, at least, decent intentions~ xD Our sensitive flower… he gets upset easily, but even when he’s hurting, he helps us with his whole heart.

Hangeng-hyung has been gone for much longer than I would have liked. He was always so caring and sweet, even when he was upset or frustrated. I miss having his hugs and hearing him speak in sometimes messy Korean. I miss his cooking and his jokes. I miss him scolding Heechul for picking on us all too much, especially when he did so while laughing along~ But he seems to be doing well in China QuQ I just miss him a lot…

Jongwoon-hyung is so silly~ But he’s smart and gentle, as well. Sometimes, when I’m upset, I like to just sit on his lap and cuddle with him. He always makes me feel better with his sweet words. Even if, sometimes, he doesn’t make much sense~ <3

Youngwoon-hyung always acts so manly and strong, but really, he can be pretty sensitive. And, like Jongwoon-hyung, he also has a gentle and tender side about him. He protects us like a father. Maybe that’s part of the reason that he and Teukie-hyung often get referred to as the mother and father of the group~ xD
 
Donghee-hyung is always making fun of himself, but, sometimes, I wonder if we ever hurt his feelings when we say mean things. He really is an amazing person. He always has so much love to give, and, when he can be, he tries to be a mediator to take the stress away from Jungsu-hyung. He’s always laughing at himself and, sometimes, at the rest of us, and he can turn any situation into a fun one~

Sungmin-hyung is always trying to stay strong. He’s always telling everyone that everything is okay. His sunny, cheery, smile can bring light into any dark moment, and to have a gift like that is wonderful. Sometimes, all we need is Sungmin-hyung’s kind words and aegyo and everything is alright~ But, he needs us to help him, too. Even if he doesn’t like to burden us with his problems…

We pick on Hyukjae-hyung too much, I think. He really is one of the most handsome men that I’ve ever seen ^-^ His gummy smile is so cute~ <3 Ah, anyway, Hyukjae-hyung is really cool! He’s good at a lot of things and, really, I’m kind of jealous QnQ Most importantly, though, he’s very easy to talk to. There are a lot of members that you can talk to when you’re upset but, honestly, Hyukjae-hyung is one of the easiest to speak with. Maybe it’s because he’s so empathetic and can easily understand what somebody is going through…

Siwon-hyung likes to take the fanservice a little to far sometimes =n= But, I know that he does it because he loves us and he loves the fans~ Siwon-hyung is a comfort just to be around. He’s always telling everyone that they’ve done well, and he’s always giving hugs. When I’m sad and just need somebody to hold me, he’s normally a good candidate ^^;; He likes to listen and try to help when he sees somebody is crying or when he sees that somebody is angry. And, actually, his kisses are nice, too >//u//>
 
Zhou Mi-hyung… aish! I wish that I got to see him more often!!! QAQ I miss going shopping with him >n< Also, I miss when he steals me away from the other members~ xD I think it’s really sweet of him when he tries to help us to improve our Mandarin. The truth is, I wouldn’t be able to sing my parts if it hadn’t been for his help! Honestly, Zhou Mi-hyung is so sweet and perfect that I would marry him if he asked =u=

Donghae-hyung is my favorite~~!!! Ah, he’s so good at everything! I’ve asked him to help me with my dancing but he’s always so busy. So I don’t bother him much, anymore ^^;; But, sometimes, at night, when I have nightmares, I go to his room and climb into bed with him. He always wakes up to hug me and ask if I had another bad dream. When I cuddle with him, I don’t have any more nightmares~ Then, in the morning, he helps me to make breakfast for the other members ^-^ Ah, Donghae-hyung really is like Prince Charming in all the fairy tales~ -Donghae’s number one fan xD-

Kibum-ah… I wish he would come back to visit us more often. But he’s always so busy that we don’t get to see him. I wish I’d had the chance to get closer to Kibum-ah u_u But, the times we spent together were fun~ He acted more like my hyung than my dongsaeng, though~ xD;; Maybe it’s because we’re so close in age that he forgot that /he/ was the maknae before Kyuhyun-ah was O_O
I hope that he’s enjoying his time in his acting career and that he hasn’t forgotten about us QnQ Kibum-ah is such a talented and hardworking person. He’s definitely deserving of everything he has and more <3

Henry-ah is so cuuuute!!! I want to just hug him all day and all night QAQ But, sadly, I can’t, because he’s always so far away. -sniffles- What can I say about Henry other than the fact that he’s adorable? 
Ahaha~ Actually, it’s not difficult at all to say things about Henry~! He’s so much fun to be around~ ^-^ And he’s even more fun to dote on~ <3 Henry is still so young and so energetic, and I think, honestly, he’s the most talented person that I’ve ever met. The way he plays the violin… ah~ So beautiful~ He really is very strong in everything that he does. But, sometimes, when he speaks in English, it’s a bit weird. I never know what he’s saying O_o


Now, lastly, Kyuhyun-ah, the person that this whole post should have been about in the first place… ^^;;

Kyuhyun is… he’s everything to me. He’s my best friend and, without him, I honestly don’t know what my life would be like. I suppose I would still be happy but, without Kyuhyun… it’s like there’s something missing. I fear that, if I hadn’t met him, I would /always/ be missing a part of me. A piece that can’t be replaced by anyone else.
He’s mean sometimes, I know. And he can be cruel or cold. But he’s really very sweet most of the time. Sometimes he’s shy, and sometimes he’s outgoing. Sometimes he’s a pervert, and sometimes he’s embarrassed easily. He’s handsome, adorable, and sexy. 
But the thing that I love the most is the way that he looks at me.



I don’t know if it’s so easy for fans to catch it, but when he watches me…
I feel nervous. There’s a fluttering in my heart. I’ve never been in love before but I’m completely certain that this is what it feels like. He makes me melt. And, ah, it’s just so difficult to explain…
I also love it when he holds my hand or my wrist. The way he “accidentally” bumps shoulders with me sometimes on stage. Every subtle touch is like a hint that, honestly, I hadn’t gotten until just recently.





I’m very, very thankful that I have Kyuhyun-ah in my life. He’s so important to me.
Kyuhyun-ah… saranghae <3

 

ask-suju-eunhyuk:

asktheeternalmaknae:

ask-suju-eunhyuk:

asktheeternalmaknae:

Ryeowook gets up from his bed and shuffles across the room, listening to Hyukjae through the door, unsure of whether he should open it for him or not. He leans back against the wall beside it, deciding not to open the door, but not blocking it so that the older man could walk in if he wanted to.
“I’m sorry, hyung. It wasn’t my place to say anything… but I thought he should know. Kyuhyun-ah… he didn’t tell me everything. He just… he said that he liked you and, Donghae-hyung was the first person I could think to talk to. I’m sorry. You can be mad at me, if you’d like. I’ll understand.”

“I’m noted at you Wookie. I understand. And if you want to know, I initiated it. Not Kyuhyun. It was me.” Hyukjae sighed softly, “I’m sorry..”

Ryeowook blinked, a bit confused by what he’d heard, “I thought… I thought that Kyuhyun-ah had initiated it, though.” Ryeowook opened the door, looking out at Hyukjae, “Isn’t that why he told me to be angry at him rather than at you?” Quickly, the younger wiped away any remaining tears and took one of Hyukjae’s hands, “I… honestly, hyung… I’m not really mad at either of you. I’m just… confused. And a little hurt. He said he really likes you. Do you… do you like him, too?”

“I don’t know why he said that. But I kissed him. He kissed back at first, but then pulled away.” Hyukjae looked into Ryeowook’s eyes with a worried frown, “I’m not going to lie and say I don’t have feelings for him. I do like him. And.. I don’t know anymore Wookie.”

Ryeowook wasn’t sure of what to say or, really, what to even feel. His entire body felt heavy, filled with pain, “Thank you for telling me the truth.” He smiled a little, as much as he could manage, before letting go of Hyukjae’s hand, “I think I need to talk to Kyuhyun-ah… and… you should probably talk to Donghae-hyung. He’s really upset.” The younger man sighed, “We’ll all just… we’ll figure this out. And everything will be okay, right?”

ask-suju-eunhyuk:

asktheeternalmaknae:

Ryeowook gets up from his bed and shuffles across the room, listening to Hyukjae through the door, unsure of whether he should open it for him or not. He leans back against the wall beside it, deciding not to open the door, but not blocking it so that the older man could walk in if he wanted to.
“I’m sorry, hyung. It wasn’t my place to say anything… but I thought he should know. Kyuhyun-ah… he didn’t tell me everything. He just… he said that he liked you and, Donghae-hyung was the first person I could think to talk to. I’m sorry. You can be mad at me, if you’d like. I’ll understand.”

“I’m noted at you Wookie. I understand. And if you want to know, I initiated it. Not Kyuhyun. It was me.” Hyukjae sighed softly, “I’m sorry..”

Ryeowook blinked, a bit confused by what he’d heard, “I thought… I thought that Kyuhyun-ah had initiated it, though.” Ryeowook opened the door, looking out at Hyukjae, “Isn’t that why he told me to be angry at him rather than at you?” Quickly, the younger wiped away any remaining tears and took one of Hyukjae’s hands, “I… honestly, hyung… I’m not really mad at either of you. I’m just… confused. And a little hurt. He said he really likes you. Do you… do you like him, too?”